Hi everyone, long time no see, eh?
Well I've been slowly kinda coming back in the past few months, participating in chat events, pixelling from time to time, eventually made for my 100 themes challenge list you can see on my page. The latter couldn't have been possible without an anonymous lovely deviant who offered me a sub so I can see said list, so I send all my love to you, whoever you are
2012 hasn't been the bestest of years for me. To be fair, it was the worst ever.
Around march, I started to feel quite down, kind of stopped going to school, went into so much procrastination I actually couldn't give in all of my work in time, failed a few of my finals, got a caring suggestion to go "see someone" from one of my teachers. When school was finally over, I came back home for three days and then we moved into an other house. It was quite difficult as I had always known the old house and I loved it.
Summer wasn't completely bad though. One week after moving, I participated in a 48 hours film project and made this movie. I had a lot of fun. The most fun I had in months, actually. I catched up with my best friend IRL as we could only talk over the phone when I was in Belgium, even though he visited me in february. We had fun every time we would see each other, we celebrated his birthday like we would eavery year for as long as I can remember, by going to the movies and watch the latest Pixar. We met multiple times.
At the very end of august, I went back to Belgium to resit my finals, got them right this time and finally got my photographer diploma. I started looking for jobs around my hometown and in Paris where I would stay with my best friend, welcomed the lovely Kyramy for a couple weeks and then decided to create my own business as it seemed I was not going to find anything.
As things were starting to feel good again, on october 6 I lost my best friend because he decided he couldn't live after breaking up with the love of his life. It was a heartbreaking period, and if I didn't have my family and friends at the time, I would have ended the same. I so wish he told me more about what it made him really feel and if I had found a job in Paris, we would have been sharing an appartment, and I could have been closer to him. Since then, not a single day has passed without me thinking about him, feeling sad, mad, down and crying in my bed, in my car, on my bike.
On the other hand, I created my own business in january. You can check my website, even though it's in french, there are a few pictures up there and they speak more than words. This is going pretty good so far, I'm confident. I got a few missions (including this week, I'm off for five days to film a theater festival!) and I can finally buy the gear I've always dreamed of (thank you, bank loan).
I am trying to be back in the pixelling business, but I am starting with one hell of a piece. It won't be finished before a few weeks
You can check this WIP snapshot (it also is on my profile, on the left, just scroll down a bit, it updates automatically every time I work on it!)
Anyway, I'm slowly feeling better everyday, I want to do more things, so stay tuned.
I love you all <3